Today, I´m not a good person

I hate the world today

You're so good to me

I know but I can't change

Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe

I'm an angel underneath, innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried

You must have been relieved to see the softer side

I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you

I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one

I'm a bitch

I'm a lover

I'm a child

I'm a mother

I'm a sinner

I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your hell

I'm your dream

I'm nothing in between

You know you wouldn't want it any way

So take me as I am

This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man

Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous

And I'm going to extremes

Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing

Just when you thing you got me figured out

The season's already changin'

I think it's cool you do whatcha do and don't try to save me

I'm a bitch

I'm a tease

I'm a goddess on my knees

When you're hurt

When you suffer

I'm your angel undercover

I've been numb

I'm revived

Can't say I'm not alive

You know I wouldn't want it any other way

Meredith Brookes